黑与光

前天，黑暗入侵，恐惧感侵犯我的触觉。 不想被这种恶心难受的感觉纠缠，可是小小脆弱的心灵无法阻挡对未知，充满神秘和势力的恐怖黑暗。突然这种感觉好强好强，控制不了自己歇斯底里地发泄。

今天，光线渗透，希望掩盖绝望。仿佛一切有了生命般，一切蠢蠢欲动，内心的伤痕可以随着时间慢慢消逝，最后康复。只要相信黑暗过后就是光明的来临，那愚蠢，微不足道的黑暗已不再可怕。

我会振作起来。谢谢关心我的朋友。让你们替我操心了，报答你们的方式就是要活得开心。

Trust

I am very upset these few days, i thought i can act as usual, being optimistic and happy going, but i fail. I think of him when i see his pictures, i made a decision to put in my cupboard but then it couldn't stop me from thinking. I do not miss him because what he did really hurt me terribly but i am still reflecting of the past sweet memories that we used to had. When i hear those touching songs, tears dripping beyond my control.

I used to speak in baby language with him (something like "aiyomo"), i don't even realize that baby language just slip out from my mouth unintentionally when i am alone, i stunned and felt so horrible, i must stop using that kind of language! Why did he repeat his mistakes again and again while i was just like a doll being played and forgiving him over and over again.

I couldn't blame him though, he was like that because i chose to trust him too much, he was pampered by me until he lost his own dignity, pride and basic morality. I need to forget all these and begin with a new life. I just pray that he won't repeat the same mistake anymore to disappoint those who love and trust him.

风筝

风筝悠闲地舞动着，我把风筝握得紧紧的。

当中有人推开我，我倒下，瞬息之间，我爬起来捉住风筝。

它……离不开我。

不久，狂风暴雨入侵。

有的风筝被雷击中，不停燃烧，一瞬间死亡，烟消云散。

有的风筝因为狂风太大，顺着风向，飞离主人，消失得无影无踪。

有的风筝因受不了庞大刺骨的雨点，被打至落地，再也爬不起来。

我的风筝显然不同，不管被雷击，被风吹，被雨打，

风筝仍然雄赳赳地用他那微小的体型尝试不让任何的雨点触摸我。

它……离不开我。

某天，风筝被天鹅吸引，用力摆脱我的魔掌，

它仿佛说只有天鹅明白自由的意义，只有天鹅能把它带到更适合的地方。

它飞走了，过了一会儿又回到我的身边，我跑掉。

可惜，心软只能溶化一切妒忌与仇恨。我转回头把它拥入怀里。

它……离不开我。

前天，我变了。照理说，风筝那微乎其微的重量根本考验不起我的力度。

不过我错了，我发现原来我的双手是那么的软弱无力，

终于双手累了，占有天鹅羽毛的风筝已不再纯洁，我放开沉重的双手，

让它去寻找属于自己的一片天空。

它……离开了我。